ok, im stressed. When im done paying everything in the next few days I will be broke AGAIN for a week. Man im so stressed.

I hate living off of credit cards. Alana is training for a new job. Money is tight. I love my dealership, i mean LOVE it. The money is low though.

ever get so stressed that you might just break out in tears? I know its not manly, but still. I want to be a success. I want to not want. I want to take care of others. I want to pay for martinis without worrying.